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ﺗﻨﻬﺎﯾﯿﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻫﯿﭽﮑﺲ ﻧﻤﯽ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﻡ ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻫﯿﭽﮑﺲ ﺗﺎﺏ ﺍﯾﻦ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺳﻨﮕﯿﻨﯽ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ ________________ . . . ! ______________________________________ ____________________________________ ﻣﻨﺘﻈﺮ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺑﺎﺵ ﻛﻪ ﺍﮔﻪ ﺣﺘﻲ ﺩﺭ ﺳﺎﺩﻩ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﻟﺒﺎﺱ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ، ﺣﺎﺿﺮ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻭﺑﮕﻪ ﻛﻪ:ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻱ ﻣﻨﻪ . . _______________________________ ______________________________________ _____________________. ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﻗﺼﻪ، ﮐﻮﺩﮎ ﺑﺎﺯﯾﮕﻮﺵ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺳﭙﯿﺪﻩ ﺳﺮ ﻧﺰﺩﻩ ﮐﻪ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﯽ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻭ ﻗﺎﯾﻢ ﺑﺎﺷﮏ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻨﻢ. ﭼﺸﻢ ﻣﯽ ﮔﺬﺍﺭﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﮐﻪ ﺟﺰ ﯾﺎﺩ ﺗﻮ ﺟﺎﯾﯽ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻡ ﻫﺮ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﭘﻨﻬﺎﻥ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﻡ. ﭼﻪ ﺁﺳﺎﻥ ﻫﺮ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﺮﺍ ﭘﯿﺪﺍ ﻣﯽ ﮐﻨﺪ! ﺁﯼ ﻋﺸﻖ، ﺩﺭ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺷﺘﺎﺑﺰﺩﻩ ﭼﻪ ﺳﺨﺖ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﺩ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ! ﻭ ﭼﻪ ﺳﺨﺖ ﻣﯽ ﺷﻮﺩ ﺑﯽ ﺗﻮ ﺯﯾﺴﺖ. . ! ______ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ ________. ﺩﻳﺸﺐ ﺗﻮ ﻓﻜﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻪ ﻗﻄﺮﻩ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﺎﻡ ﺟﺎﺭﻱ ﺷﺪ ... ﺍﺯ ﺍﺷﻚ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪﻡ ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﻭﻣﺪﻱ ؟ ﮔﻔﺖ : ﺁﺧﻪ ﺗﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﺕ ﻛﺴﻲ ﻫﺴﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺍﻭﻧﺠﺎ ﺟﺎﻱ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ . . ____________________ ______________________________________ ________________________________. ﺳﻌﻲ ﻛﻦ ﻫﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻲ ﺯﻳﺮﺍ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺍﻱ ﻭ ﺗﻨﻬﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻲ ﺭﻓﺖ.... ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﻋﻈﻤﺖ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﻙ ﻧﻜﻨﻲ ﺯﻳﺮﺍ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﻈﻴﻢ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺎﺑﻮﺩ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﻛﺮﺩ. . ... _________________ ______________________________________ ___________________________________. ﺍﮔﺮ ﺳﻬﻢ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺳﺘﺎﺭﻩ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺳﻮﺳﻮﻱ ﻏﺮﻳﺒﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ،ﻏﻤﻲ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ؛ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﻥ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻢ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﺴﺖ . . ..... ________________________ ______________________________________ ____________________________. ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻛﻨﻢ ﺭﺍﻫﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺴﺘﻨﺪ! ﺳﺘﺎﻳﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺧﺮﺍﻓﺎﺕ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﺷﺪﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺩﺭﻭﻍ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﮔﺮﻳﺴﺘﻢ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ! ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﻳﺪ...... ﻣﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﭘﻴﺎﺩﻩ ﺷﻮﻡ . . ______________________________ ______________________________________ ______________________. ﺻﺪﺍﺵ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺗﺼﻮﻳﺮﺵ ﺭﻓﺖ ﻭﻟﻲ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﺍﺗﺶ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﻣﻮﻧﺪﻩ . . … __________________________ ______________________________________ __________________________. ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﻧﺸﺪﻱ ﺑﺒﻴﻨﻲ ﭼﮕﻮﻧﻪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﻩ ﻫﺎ ﺑﻲ ﺭﺣﻢ ﺗﺮﻳﻦ ﺷﺎﻥ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ _ . . … ______________________________________ ______________________________________ _____________. ﻣﻴﺪﻭﻧﻴﺪ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﻲ ﭼﻴﻪ؟ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮕﻲ ﻳﻌﻨﻲ ﻧﮕﺮﺍﻧﻮ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺑﺎﺷﻴﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻋﻤﺮﺍ ﺩﻟﺘﻨﮓ ﺷﻤﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ. . ..... ________ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ ______. ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﻲ ﻫﻴﭻ ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺭﺍﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ، ﺍﻣﺎ...ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﺎﻫﺰﺍﺭﺩﻟﻴﻞ ﻫﻢ ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺭﺍﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﻲ . . _____________________________ ______________________________________ _______________________. ﺑﺎﻭﺭﻡ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻔﻬﻤﻲ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻨﻢ ﺭﺍ… ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ… ﺍﻣﺎ… ﻫﺮﺟﺎ ﻫﺴﺘﻲ “ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﻧﺒﺎﺷﻲ. . ”… _________________________ ______________________________________ ___________________________. ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻣﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ... ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻧﺸﻨﺎﺳﻲ، ﺑﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻱ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﻭ ﭼﻬﺮﻩ ﺷﻜﺴﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ! ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ؟ ﻫﺮﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻧﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺩﺭﺍﺯﺍﻱ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ. . ...!!! ___ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ ___________. ﺩﺍﻏﺘـــﺮﻳـﻦ ﺁﻏــــﻮﺵ ﻫـــﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻨـﺘــــ ﻭ ﺷﻴـﺮﻳـــﻦ ﺗـﺮﻳــﻦ ﺑــﻮﺳـــﻪ ﻫـــﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻟﺒـــﺎﻧﺘــــ ﺑﻴـــﺮﻭﻥ ﻣﻴﻜﺸـــﻢ ﺑــﻪ ﺗـﻠـــﺎﻓـﻲ ﺗﻤـــﺎﻣـ ﺭﻭﺯﻫــﺎﻳـــﻲ ﻛـــﻪ ﻣﻴﺨــــﻮﺍﻫﻤﺘــــ ﻭ ﻧﻴﺴـﺘـــﻲ . . . . _______________________ ______________________________________ _____________________________. ﺑـﺎﻳـﺪ ﺣـﻮﺍﺳـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑـﻴـﺸﺘـﺮ ﺟـﻤـﻊ ﻛـﻨـﻢ ﺁﻥ ﻗـﺪﺭ ﺟـﺎﺫﺑـﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻛـﻪ ﺗـﺎ ﺑـﻨـﺪ ﺍﻓﻜﺎﺭﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺷـﻞ ﻣـﻲ ﻛـﻨﻢ ﺗـﻨـﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻣـﻲ ﮔـﺬﺍﺭﻧـﺪ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺗـﻮ ﺟـﻤـﻊ ﻣـﻲ ﺷـﻮﻧـﺪ . . ! ________ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ ______. ﺗﻨﻬﺎﻳﻲ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻫﺎ ﺑﻪ ﻋﻤﻖ ﺩﺭﻳﺎﺳﺖ ﻭﻟﻲ ﭘﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺶ ﺑﺎ ﻳﻚ ﻟﻴﻮﺍﻥ ﻣﺤﺒﺖ ﻛﺎﻓﻴﻪ . . . . . __________________________ ______________________________________ __________________________. ﺧَـــــــــــﺴﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻭﻟـــــــــــــــﻲ ﻫَــــــــــﻨﻮﺯ ﺑــــــﻮﻱ ﺩﻭﺳــــــــــﺘﺖ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻴـــــــــﺪﻫﻢ . . ... _______________ ______________________________________ __________________. ﻣﺤﻜﻢ ﺑﺒﺎﺭ ﺑﺎﺭﺍﻥ ﻧـــــــــــــﻢ ﻧــــــــــﻢ ﻋﻼﺝ ﺯﺧﻤـــــــــﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ. . … ____________ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ __. ﻟﻤﺲ ﻛﻦ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺗﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺖ ﻣﻲ ﻧﻮﻳﺴﻢ ؛ ﺗﺎ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﻭ ﺑﻔﻬﻤﻲ ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺟﺎﻳﺖ ﺧﺎﻟﻴﺴﺖ ... ﺗﺎ ﺑﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻧﺖ ﺁﺯﺍﺭﻡ ﻣﻲ ﺩﻫﺪ . . ... ________________________ ______________________________________ ____________________________. ﺍﻣﺸﺐ ﺑﺎ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ ﻫﺎﻳﺖ ﺳﺮﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻳﺎﺩﺕ ﻣﻲ ﻣﺎﻧﺪ ﻳﺎ ﻧﻪ ﻣﻬﻢ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺯﺧﻤﻲ ﻋﻤﻴﻖ ﺑﺮﺩﻟﻢ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ ﺍﻣﺸﺐ . . ________ ______________________________________ _____________. ﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺭﻭﺯﻫﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎﺭﻭﺕ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﻧﻢ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺟﺰ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻧﻤﻲ ﭼﻜﻴﺪ، ﺣﺎﻻ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻋﺸﻖ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﺸﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺁﺗﺶ ﺑﻜﺸﻢ... ﺳﻮﺯﺍﻧﺪﻥ ﺩﻝ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﺍﻥ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻱ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ. . ! _________ ______________________________________ ___. ﺣﺮﻑ ﺁﺧﺮ، ﺧﺪﺍﻳﺎ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﻡ ﻧﺬﺍﺭ، ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺩﻝ ﺳﻨﮕﻲ ﻫﺎ، ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻱ ﺁﺩﻣﻬﺎ، ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﺒﺨﺶ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺻﺒﺮ ﺑﺪﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺗﺤﻤﻞ ﻛﻨﻢ، ﺑﻬﻢ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﻪ ﺧﻄﺎ ﻧﻜﻨﻢ، ﺑﻬﻢ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻟﻤﻮ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻫﺮ ﮔﻞ ﭘﮋﻣﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻱ ﮔﻠﺪﻭﻥ ﻧﻜﻨﻢ . ______________ ______________________________________ ______________________________________ .